"you talk too much..." "You think too much..."

Yep. I do. And why, I wonder, is that? Am I trying to fill silence with chatter because I'm afraid of social-silence? Problem is, I tend to expell too much info...lol

Yes, again I do. Again, why? But here is the oxy...by wondering why I think too much...I am thinking too much!! And when I think I tend to talk; than expell too much info...lol.

Will I ever win the battle with my tongue?! :) Just the other day I bit it off...but someone offered superglue...darn it!...it was probably better bitten off... :) lol (People who 'can't' talk make better listeners, and therefore probably learn more about others.)

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Went for a hike Sat. God, it was good to get out! It felt great trekking up the trail, feeling the burn in my quads when I hit those stupid high stairs built into the hillside, feeling my lungs strain for oxygen (that didn't take much effort!), feeling the freshness of the air against my skin, breathing the fragance of dirt, fresh spring water, trees, etc. Later I'll post some pics...

Friday evening late I joined some people in PDX at Kell's Irish Pub in downtown and just had a GREAT time. I was laughing at the antics of a funny funny guy in the group. Here's a story for you: He had brought some women over to the table because it was his friend's "birthday" (it is always someone's birthday apparently) and they stayed for a bit...one of them I really liked, she was smart and witty...but than they had to "go to the bathroom" (i think this is code for "we're leaving and not coming back"). Little bit later the funny guy sees them hanging somewhere in the bar so he goes to bring them back, and after his failed attempts he decides to give them a little present for their rejection...he farts and leaves. I asked him what number the 'raunchy' fell on a scale of 1-10, he said an 8. (lol) Another funny he did was get some women for the table of two guys next to us. He brings over these "not too attractive" women and introduces them to us (the weird one gave me a kiss and said, "I gave you a kiss because i knew you weren't a guy. WTF??). The weird one just gets touchy with the one of the guys at the table (aka the body builder) and he kind of brushes her off. Apparently she asked if he had any crack...Not too much later the girl comes back! This time she sits on his lap, leans/rubs into him, whispers in his ear and he is like trying to ignore her. She gets offended and says, 'You don't like me because I'm fat." His reply, "No. It's because you're a f... drug-addict. Do i look like I use drugs?! I'm a body-builder!" She leaves. He stands up all ruffled like a pissed rooster and is going off on us about the whole situation...we just say, "yeh, that sucks..." You know what I think, I think funny guy did that on purpose! ...lol

Oh! Forgot to mention the biggest news of the weekend. I resigned effective Friday. When I started to cry because I didn't want to work with my boss anymore and it frustrated me that I couldn't see how I'd do my job otherwise...I realized that it was time to leave the situation. Yes, I was feeling that uncomfortable...I'm more willing to take a risk looking for employment in PDX for the next month while living off my financail aid, than deal another day with my boss. I think (hope!) that I should be able to find a job within 3 weeks. the job market is hot! If nothing else, I'll get a job making cash tips at a busy restaurant. :) But, honestly I am scared to my core about the idea of not working right now and the risks involved...this year is just going to be a year of many! firsts. ;) lol

Adios my friends.