Where my tears come from

(missing in picture my loving bro: Aaron)

Where do my tears come from? They come from learning the pain of my siblings. I read their blogs and see their pain...and unbided my tears come. I feel my pain, but I can contain it...I can control it for the times that are appropriate and intimate for me. But when I learn of my siblings pain, I break...their suffering causes my heart to bleed. Still, I give them respect by not being theatrical in my suffering for them. I give them space to bleed in private and confess their sorrow to themself. Siblings, when I say "I love you" and you say "I love you" and than I say 'I love you more"-I am saying I am there and will be wherever you want to meet me. You can cry, you can talk, or you can say nothing at all. I am there! And nothing you do or say will affect how I feel in my lifetime devotion to you.

I love you more!

Your forever sister

PS
In a week or so I will give you more light hearted blogs, just be patient with me in my grief. Thanks.